bombs away

I have an obsession

which Im pretty sure nobody else does

and its a weird one too

It gave me the creeps sometimes just thinking about it

nope

It aint boys

or shoes either

...
nothing close to handbags

and definitely aint food

lately,

Im SO caught up on minesweeper

you know...

that game that practically exists

in every computer since like..

forever

(not to mention that its free)

Im suprised a lot of people didnt know about it

Im blaming my eldest sister

for this weird behaviour of mine

ever since she taught me how to play that game

I could not stop playing

...

There's something intriguing about minesweeper

which I cant figure out

and there I sat

thinking that this game is SO tech-ish...

but

when I think about it again

its just clicking on tiles that are bomb-free

and flag the one that are bombs

and

its not even rocket-science

so much for technology savvy...

It was 8.00 pm

me

sitting in front of the computer

thinking that its still early

( I'd do my homework later)

hey,

feel like flagging some bombs

and win that overly-played game

I always play after dinner

and while Im at it

I might as well do it in the shortest time possible

just to boost my self-esteem

I'd already plan it all

just in case Im bullied by someone

I can just tell it to their face

that I've won intermediate minesweeper

in 5o seconds

(ha!..top that----)

but wait...

such victorious fantasy

will always have potential embarassment

what if some random guy

passing along heard what I said

and thinks Im being delussional

and told me

he'd finished it in 48 seconds...

...

(T_T)

suicidal

Roomie calls me a nerd

ouch!...

which doesnt suprise me...

so, believe it or not

I googled 'nerd' on wikipedia

and found out that..

quote:

'Nerd is a term often bearing a derogatory connotation or stereotype, that refers to a person who passionately pursues intellectual activities( hey, thanks...), esoteric knowledge (what's that?), or other(obscure?) interests rather than engaging in more social or popular activities ( lll- -l). Therefore, a nerd is often excluded from physical activity and considered a loner by peers, or will tend to associate with like-minded people.'

....

The world is a cruel, CRUEL place

(ya hear that roomie!?)